New House

found a house at Dragon which very very very near to the place that i'm studying...

walking for around 10 minutes then i can reach my school...

price for a house is Rm400 per month...

say cheap then not so cheap...

say expensive then not so expensive...

just that....have to plan well and spend a bit money toward the furniture...

hehehe...wondering....the feeling renting house...

but i may miss my friends more....esp Teh and Soon...

3 brothers...

hahaha....TEh...Gambate o...for ur proposal.... u can de la...

believe urself...

exam, assignment, tutorial and Lab report...

doing doing doing all the homework...

very very very tiring...

i dono i'm human or robot by now...

feeling like i'm robot more then human being lo....

My Current News

Feeling very very sorry that this days din write blog...hahaha... anywhere, i'm fine here. just, keep caught flu only. this is because Perlis now is burning season. they burn rice straw for preparation of next planting... and finally...i booked my flight for May...hoping that won't have any activity crashing lo...cos i already asked staff...but there doesn't know got or not too...anyhow...it not my fault already...please don't blame me...

about my study, very suck that next week will be test week...just study for a few weeks then now coming to a test and we are rushing for syllabus...a week can teach for about 3 to 4 chapters...

about my lecturer...this semester...the lecturers are nice and more professional then previous semester... like them more and easy to understand well... although very very hate that have a lot of assignment and a lot of tutorial and lab report to rush... very very very tiring...

anywhere, gambate to myself and to all my friends...

headache...

wondering why...

very very headache this few days...

is that i have not enough sleep??

can't be...like last night...slept at 11pm and wake at 7am...

more then enough...

but...how come i feeling very headache??!!!

doctor doctor....can tell me why???

Having lab in GROUP B

OH MY GOD...

really having my lab group all in B...

that mean...by now..i will have 3 lab report need to rush in a week...

what the hell..

start turning to bad luck ady...

pray for me,...

All is ASSIGNMENT

haizing days...

all the things lecture give is ASSIGNMENT..

a lot a lot of it...

this lect assignment...that lect give assignment...

they doesn't care we do have time or don't to do it...

besides assignment...then it is tutorial...exercise...lab report...

haizing and haizing...

i need more energy...

more and more energy...

Home Sick...

Feeling very HOME SICK today...

kept thought of go back kch and don't want to study...

missing my family...

missing my dad...

missing my mom...

missing tv...

missing my bed...

missing the days at kch..

now i know what home sick mean to those who very easy get home sick...

now i understand...

the feeling really very strong...

feeling of quit my studies...

and just stay at kch forever...

now...

i started to wonder...

whether i can go away from home for my work and furthering study in future...

wondering...

as i'm home sick now and hardly slept with NOT my OWN bed...

spring bed...very nice and relax...

Can i cope with it??

now thinking of study and back to room...ady wanna die...

very very lazy and home sick...

wanna enjoying my life...

but....i'm not the rich one...

if not...whole life staying at home then enough...

no need go to work as so bore...

8am to 5pm...

no need suffering study and bully by someone"'.. u know i know...

不能和你分手

当山峰没有棱角的时候

当河水不再流

当时间停住日夜不分

当天地万物化为虚有

我还是不能和你分手

不能和你分手

你的温柔是我今生最大的守候

让我们红尘作伴活的潇潇洒洒

让我们策马奔腾共享人世繁华

让我们对酒当歌唱出心中喜悦

让我们轰轰烈烈把握青春年华

当太阳不再上升的时候

当地球不再转动

当春夏秋冬不再变化

当花草树木全不凋残

我还是不能和你分散

不能和你分散

你的笑容是我今生最大的眷恋

让我们红尘作伴活的潇潇洒洒

让我们策马奔腾共享人世繁华

让我们对酒当歌唱出心中喜悦

让我们轰轰烈烈把握青春年华

当山峰没有棱角的时候

当河水不再流

当时间停住日夜不分

当天地万物化为虚有

当山峰没有棱角的时候

当山峰没有棱角的时候

錯過你；遇見愛！ ●吳若權

說再見，是愛情的最大力量，

因為勇敢錯過你，我才看見幸福的模樣。

幸福是：在對的時間，遇見對的人！

這句話，說出很多人對戀愛的渴望。

但是，歷經感情風霜的人都知道，

「在對的時間，遇見對的人！」

不只是幸福而已，簡直就是幸運了。

大部分的時候，

多情的人可能都是痴痴地等候在時間河岸，

直到望穿秋水，伊人始終沒有現身。

還有些時候是在熱戀期間付出一切，

驀然轉身卻發現對方不是能夠長相廝守的人。

賠上青春，失去所愛。

哭喊、怒吼，只因為錯過這次，幸福不再？

感情，真的是跳樓封館大拍賣？

還是，被遺棄的恐懼與被摧毀的自信，

使得傷心的人誤判形勢，忽略了另一次幸福的可能。

錯，過！兩個字，可以是雙方的遺憾，

但也可能是雙重的幸福。

怕的不是「錯」，怕的是不「過」。

不肯讓錯誤成為過去，就演變為執著。

失意的時候，只要願意讓痛苦擦肩而過，

兩個無緣的人，將各自在另一段路上成就兩份幸福。

這個夢碎了；就清醒吧！

會有下個更美好的夢，隨之而來。

除非，你抱著破碎的夢，執意不肯覺悟。

關於錯過，

璞真、璞善、璞美，三個姐妹的真實遭遇，

是不同典型的幸福借鏡。

她們的感情際遇，說起來十分很坎坷。

雖然，都曾有過痛不欲生的經驗；

最後，卻都能夠在時光的流動中修成幸福的正果。

其中最大的關鍵就是：痛苦到極致的頂顛時，

沒有任性地跳下足以粉身碎骨的懸崖，

而是察覺到這一切都受夠了，願意讓自己頓悟，

即使用跌跌撞撞的姿態，走下顛簸的山路，

卻因為重新出發，

而與幸福相遇在另一個意想不到的地方。

大姐璞真有個青梅竹馬的男友，

從高中相愛到大學畢業，七年的愛情長跑，

抵不過男人的一次劈腿。

當時她痛苦到看了兩年的憂鬱症門診，

才讓一夕之間垮掉的身心慢慢重新建構。

多年後，她遇見真愛，決定廝守終老。

夜深人靜時，想起負心離開的前男友，

她的內心已無憤怒，只有感恩：

「唯有勇敢地錯過你；我才能夠遇見愛！」

二姐璞善和男友相戀三年，因為個性不合而協議分手。

各自婚嫁，卻又仳離。

在感情路上重逢的時候，往日時光如情川歷歷，

因為曾經錯過，才會更加懂得珍惜。

舊情復燃，脫胎換骨。

他們決定重拾幸福，接納已經完全不同的彼此。

小妹璞美從學校畢業後，談了半年的感情，

甜美的初戀毀在殘酷的現實裡，

她竟不知不覺成為別人婚姻的第三者。

元配找上她服務的公司談判，還當眾毆打她。

幸好，飽受驚嚇的她，內在有著厚實的宗教力量支持，

才能學會原諒這一切。

那是她此生唯一的戀情，畫上殘敗的句點之後，

赴美研習宗教的課程，後來決定出家，

在服務人群中，體會到大愛的幸福。

當曾經深愛的人離開，傷心欲絕總是難免的，

當下常會以為：

「我的人生就這樣完了！」

「我再也找不到更值得我愛的人！」

「我無法再相信愛情了！」……

事過境遷，才會知道：其實事情沒有那麼嚴重。

只要願意讓往事隨風，從痛苦中抽身之後，

帶著新的領悟伴隨自己向前走，

真愛總會出現在人生的下一個轉彎處。

別把過去的回憶抱得太緊，試著鬆開抓緊往事的手，

溫柔撫摸自己敏感的心，聽著它跳動的節奏，

將會發現：曾經遭受所有的痛苦，都是上天賜予的禮物，

只為了讓以為錯過很多短暫緣分的自己，

獲得一次終身相守的幸福。

2010

year of 2010...
happy new year to everyone...
and all the best to all my beloved fren and beloved...
God always bless you...and beside you...

2 more years then it will reach the prediction of 2012...
anywhere...enjoy yourselves and...good luck...
be a good persons without stealing things...
then God will bless you...

For those who had stolen my things...
thanks God that...
with His blessed...
i'll never forgive you...
and never will end my CURSE...
but...i give you a chance to be good in NEXT GENERATION...
use the chance wise and good luck in HELL...